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I really miss having you around.
But I just don't know how to approach you anymore.
Sometimes pretending not to see you is the best thing I can do.
You've changed so much.
Making me feel like I don't know you anymore.
You've become a different person, far from the one I've met.
A lot of people told me to just forget about you and forget about the past,
but it's hard knowing that I still care about you.
And I can't just let you go, well not like this.
I hope we get to fix it someday coz I don't want to live a life asking myself,
"WHAT IF..?"

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A feeling so true yet not shown.
A glimpse of you from a far is enough.
You are actually not that hard to find nor I think that hard to approach.
It is just that I don't know how
and what I'll say when the time comes that I'm face to face with you.
I've been wanting to be able to spend some time with you.
And when that happens then I won't ask for anything anymore.

--cheesy ae? hahaha!! walang malagay eh..hehehe

Movie Review

The movie NEXT which starred Nicholas Cage is about a man name Chris Johnson, who could view his future or well 2 minutes ahead of his time. He works as a magician to hide his true ability. He could see 2 minutes of his future and that is what it is, but there is something well more of someone who made him see the future more than 2 minutes ahead of him. After seeing this future he would always wait for the woman, which was played by Jessica Biel, at that exact time every morning in a diner to find out the reason why is it that he sees that woman more than 2 minutes ahead in the future. It was not normal for him that is why he really wanted to be able to meet the woman. Everything was alright with him, not until an FBI agent Callie Ferris(Julianne Moore) started following him around to ask for his help, and since the FBI wants him, the bad guys are after him as well. The bad guys felt that he will be a threat to their plan. Chris Johnson didn't really wanted to get involve with the FBI because of what he had experience with the people who had experimented him, he was sick and tired of the people who only wanted to know about his ability.

--This movie was really exciting, the effects used were really good and the storyline was pretty good as well.
Plus the actor used is a well known actor thus increasing the chance of getting the people's attention, making people who are familiar with the actor's work to want to watch it.


You guys should watch it. It ain't bad you know.. =D

Definitions..Weird Words..

Peach, as we all know is a kind of fruit, it is sweet and is usually used as a shampoo scent and etc.
But let me share something with you guys. When I was still in Singapore, my girlfriends and I used to call each other PEACHES, well it is not because we are sweet or we smell nice but what we really meant about it is B*&@%.. It's funny because before not everyone knows what we meant so many were puzzled and confused because they can't really understand why we were calling each other PEACH or PEACHES. But that's not all, for the only really close guy friend in my group is called MUSTARD. Well mustard is a sauce, I know, but for him, well what we really meant was B**TARD..These are all just playing with words, I don't really know how I started this thing but before I left the school almost everyone in my year uses these words, actually til now quite a few who have met me and my friends before uses these words as well.. Oh my friends and I are called PEACHES AND MUSTARD..or PAM..Playing with words which actually has another meaning given to them.

These are not just the words I've used in SFMS during my years there. If you guys have seen Austin Powers then you might remember the word he used Fazjah for father. My friends and I have been using this word as what it originally meant, and that is FATHER, but later on its meaning was changed because of an incident in class. I was so sleepy during art class that i just silently sat in one corner and some of my friends who was sitting in front of me had decided to wake me up with the coke poured in a small chocolate container,they then threw it on me and spilled on my skirt, I was surprised that in the middle of my class, even with my prof in front, I just burst out with the word "FU.." and well you guy's know what I was gonna say, right? But instead of really bursting out F**k I immediately changed it to FAZJAH and gave my prof a sweet smile. He then just smiled back and everyone in class started laughing even I, was laughing about it, and from that day on the word FAZJAH was used to really mean F*CK. Another expression was then made up and that is "MAZJAH FAZJAH"..which obviously means *toot...hehehe..
There are just so many crazy words or expressions that my friends and I have made up, even those real words, there meanings were change because of some incident and some are just for the fun of it.

How Am I As A Listener..

Well based on what we have studied I'm kinda mix of everything, I can sometimes look like as if I'm not totally interested about what the other person is talking about, but most of the time even if it was just a little bit of pretending, I try to look as if I'm very interested. You see I don't want to look bored or most of all disrespectful to the speaker. I guess it is bad enough that you are not really paying attention to what the person is talking about, but to just stare and not have any reaction, then it will only puzzle the speaker. Beside I try to listen to the speaker though there are other things which catches my attention, because I always keep in mind that what if I was the one speaking, then I wouldn't want the others not really listening to me and is busy with other things.
When I'm speaking, at least listen to what I'm saying so I'll know that I am not wasting my time with you.
But though I've said that I'm kinda mix of everything, I don't think I was ever violent or I do some violent reaction when listening to someone else's story.

Sportsfest

I went to school last wednesday to attend the opening of sportsfest, and well it was said that it will start at 4pm and so a friend of mine drove from school, to my place and then back to school just so I could be there in that sportsfest..Anyway so when we got there, we had to wait til like 5:30 for it to start, it was pretty much a long wait but it was alright because I enjoyed watching the IS students' playing Futsal.

oh I just remember on the way to school, I was messaging "you-know-who" and we kinda had a little misunderstanding..nainis ako sa kanya so I stopped replying..

and then until thursday I didn't reply to any of his messages, sumama na kasi yung pakiramdam ko so nawala na ko sa mood.

I think I was a little unfair and mean sa kanya kasi I think he didn't really mean what he said, baka na stress lang talaga siya nung sportsfest, anyway enough about him, we're good nanaman eh, he even visited me sa house nung monday kasi I was still sick, oh he was with some other friends..*kala nyo kung ano na noh?

anyway so as I was saying the sporstfest started pretty late, and yung team namin yung may PINAKAMARAMING members na umatend..wow!!haha.. we lost every game kasi naman, we had a hard time looking for players kasi nga kami yung may PINAKAMARAMI..hehehe..imagine for the tag-o-war, ilan lang ang white versus the black, the dark green and the light green..syempre kami yung magaling..ayun PANALO sila...hahahah!!!



oh well oh well..



WHITE CASTLE...

Ice age is BACK!

Nah it's just Isie who's back..

woah..after a long weekend am finally back..yeah yeah!
you see I got sick that is why I wasn't able to go online and do my blogging thing..My illness and feeling of uneasiness started last Thursday..*beat that sentence..hahaha!! but seriously my days of eat, meds, sleep, wake up, eat, meds, sleep, wake up started last Thursday night and until Monday night after which I thought my fever was finally gone somehow it seems that it just can't leave me on my own..I guess my fever loves me a lot, and then yesterday my fever just left me, just like that, we broke up..how sad..kidding..hahaha!!!
anyway so yeah there you go that's what happen to me.

Am definitely back, though I still really haven't got my old strength back, I'll be able to gain it sooner or later anyway..