OMG

Okay I know it's pretty late already but I just gotta share this..right now I am talking to my ex(yung guy na bigla na lang nag paramdam)..and well I don't know but I think the reason na bigla siyang nag paramdam is because he wants to get back with me again..like hello..he had his chance and he blew it..but I'm not mad at him anymore but the thing is, his sister told me that he already has a G.F. and here he comes telling me that I was his last G.F...and nag sasabi pa na we can be together kaya lang long distance relationship..well am not up for it..it sucks..especially when you know that you can't really trust the person..right? he's being mellow dramatic..haay nako..oh well I don't really like it every time he brings up the past kasi we've talked about it a million times and lagi na lang kailangan masama sa conversation yun..we've talked about it, apologized about it, but still..isn't it enough that we had a deal not to talk about it anymore..and you know the reason why I can't really trust him and why I don't even know what is truth about the things he says anymore, well the part that he was saying that I was his last G.F ain't true, he had another one after me, and I know that for a fact because the girl was a friend of mine and we all went to the same school so I know what happened..and now he's telling me that it was just a fling and that he didn't really love the girl..gosh..I want to hate him but it's not right. I've forgiven him.. and I hope it's enough..It's fine with me if he just wants to be friends, the only reason am reacting this way is because of all past that he's still bringing up..
oh well..I can't really blame him for everything, I made a mistake too, and I did somehow hurt him..anyway..I couldn't ask for anything anymore..Am just so happy with my life now..
and having my family and friends is just enough for me right now..

--C'est La Vie!!

To Have Or Not To Have Uniforms...or Dresscode

Implementation of a uniform or even a dress code here in De La Salle Canlubang has been a debatable topic.
As we all know, it has been a part of the school's tradition not to have uniforms for the college students and so if a uniform or a dress code will be implemented then a great change will occur.
Though there are a lot of good points in having a uniform, there are still a lot of students who prefer not to have one.
Some of the good points in having a uniform is that the stress of the students will be lessen, meaning stress in choosing what to wear and the time spent in choosing their clothes.
Another good effect will be that the students will look much more respectable and decent.
You see, I guess the reason why a uniform or a dress code is wanted to be implemented is because of the way the students look, and the kinds of clothes they wear.
Most students look indecent and disrespectful to others and especially to the professors.
Another reason could be that, there are students who would rather leave the school and go somewhere else than to attend classes and this might be decrease if there would be uniforms, and this is because, well imagine if there will be uniforms then students could not easily go to some other places and hang out there because they will be known and identified by many.
Furthermore, there will be equality. Well you see, others will not look at you based on the clothes you wear, thus decreasing discrimination on others. But then despite some of these good points, students will still argue about the implementation of a uniform and or a dress code because for some, with the clothes they wear, they get to express themselves..
And so having a uniform is still not final, for like what I've said, a great change will occur and a tradition will be changed as well.

woah..

Monday Monday Monday..Started the day a lil boring and even ended it boring as well..didn't do much in school..plus I wasn't able to see someone that I wanted to see..sad..but it was alright..anyway so I've spend my weekend satisfying..hahahaha..been doing great with the God of War..yey!!though it is still a long way to go..I know I'll get to finish it somehow..but then I won't be able to play it this weekend coz I'll be going for the nstp camp in school..so there you go..my weekend will definitely be lacking something next week..oh oh you know there is something that I want to share with you guys..it is quite funny but while waiting in a queue sa cashier I took this magazine to read it, and when I turned the page to the horoscope it says that this month there will be quite a lot of guys who will be *ahem ahem..mahuhumaling daw sakin..hahahah!! and an Ex daw mag paparamdam..hahahaha..but you know it's true..nag paramdam na..I was surprised actually coz I didn't expect to receive a message from him..and why now di ba? like out of nowhere he'll just text me..and the thing is, usually kaya lang nag paparamdam yun ay if he wants to bug me about the past ulit and like konsensyahin ako about not giving him another chance..like hello..ayoko ng ganon..once it's over, IT IS OVER..hehehe..

I know I may seem like I'm mean pero there is a reason for that kasi..plus malalaman ko sa younger sister niya na he already has a girlfriend..so dapat hindi na siya nag paparamdam sakin..anyway I'm not sure what he really wants..and whatever it is..he has to work damn hard to get it..

What a Day..

well oh well, like my usual weekend, I woke up very late..then immediately turned on the TV to see what's on, after that I got bored watching so I've decided to just play ps2..I played God of War and man was it exciting..it was cool coz I've finally figured out what to do..you see I've been trying to find ways on how to move that box without the enemies breaking it..and kanina lang nagawa ko na siya..hahahaha..yun nga lang I wasn't able to save it..so the next time na I'll be playing it again, I gotta do it again..pero it's alright kasi this time I already know what to do..woohoo..hahaha..oh the reason why I wasn't able to save the game or finish it is because my dad came and said that I have to go to Calamba with him..wala lang gusto nya lang akong isama dun sa family business..after around 4 we went home, pero just to drop the dogs na dala namin, then we went to my grandparents' house na to pick up my younger sis, actually the plan talaga is that my dad and I will be sleeping there kaya lang when I texted my lola she told me that my younger sis has a h.w. so she wants my dad to pick my sis up so that's what we did, we went there. I hang out for a while and ate dinner there, afterwards my dad dropped my sis and I sa walter kasi my ate's there daw and my dad asked me to buy something na rin..so yun..I did a lot of things today and went to a lot of places..hehehe..sabi nga ni ate Jamie nakakahilo daw ako kasi kung saan saan ako napupunta..it was funny pa nga eh kasi when she texted me nung mga lunch time I told her I was playing ps2 then afterwards na, when she texted me ulit I told her na nasa Calamba nako so she was like "oh pano ka napunta dyan eh kanina nag lalaro ka lang ng ps2"..hehehe..grabe..tapos bukas my dad is asking me to buy something sa SM..pero kasama ko si ate..hahaha..oh we got nba live 2k8 na pala, I played it last night west vs east..syempre ako ang west..hahaha..I won...hehehehe..I played metal slug, Need for Speed and civil war din..masaya but I really like God of War..kasisimula ko pa nga lang..so matagal tagal pang laruan to..hehehe..
so there you go..kung ano ano lang pinag gagawa ko today..oh oh..when I was in Walter, nakakagulat..kasi may bigla na lang nag hug sakin from behind..buti na lang I'm not the kind of person who does violent thing pag nagugulat..hehehehe..anyway the person who just hugged me is a friend of mine..tagal na rin kasi naming hindi nag kikita so yun..namiss ako sobra..hahaha!!kasi imagine who won't be surprise kung may bigla na lang mag hug sayo sa public place..bigla na lang may arms na nag wrap around my waist..hehehe..kakagulat talaga..*shocking*
heheheh..Oh plus I met another friend pa and his mom..hehehe..yesterday naman yung guy friends ko dinalaw ako sa bahay..nagulat din ako kasi I haven't taken a bath pa kakalaro ng PS2..tapos bigla na lang sila susulpot..para tuloy tinataboy ko sila kagabi..I told them "uwi na kayo..di pa ko naliligo, kasi naman oh walang pasabi bigla kayong susulpot.." ang mean noh? hehehe..pero yun nga sanay na naman sila sakin ng ganun..another reason pa kaya I asked them to leave na kasi my dad was at home and yung isa sa guy friends ko na dumalaw is a guy who was planning to court me, yun nga lang di ko pinayagan the other one naman ex ko..then yung isa nanligaw din sakin kaya lang busted..heheheh..so yun..haay nako talaga oh oh..Past is past..hahaha..oh well I've written so much na..hahaha..

Enjoy reading this novel!!

*peace..

FRKN' LOUD..

WAAAHHH!!

Am so bored..I miss my friends back in S'pore!!waahh!!actually even my friends in DC and DCSSR..oh well.. I didn't have classes today..so I just stayed at home and did some research..
Oh my legs hurt because of PE yesterday but hey I enjoyed PE..it was fun fun fun!!hehehe..anyway so I've been online for quite sometime now..I have been chatting with my friends in S'pore and I just found out that one of my friends..the one and only MUSTARD will be leaving S'pore soon and will be going back to Aus..he's actually asking if I'll be going back to S'pore anytime soon, but I just said I wasn't sure coz I have school..
*sigh..I miss my PEACHES AND MUSTARD SOOO MUCH!!! but I don't really have the time to meet them..it sucks!! I left them first when I came back to the Phils but then now that I'm planning to go back to S'pore after college, I think they'll be the one who'll not be in S'pore anymore..it's soo sad..waahh..

oh well oh well..hey PEACHES AND MUSTARD better promise me that we'll meet each other ANYWHERE once we finish school alright?! since most of you guys are going to Aus..except for My Half Marie who is in Canada..hahaha..oh and BEBE where are you going??heheheh..kung san san ka kasi eh..beh!!

miss you guys soo much..
my MAZJAH FAZJAH PEACHES AND MUSTARD!!!

Love you guys!!

*FRKN' LOUD

Untitled...

I really miss having you around.
But I just don't know how to approach you anymore.
Sometimes pretending not to see you is the best thing I can do.
You've changed so much.
Making me feel like I don't know you anymore.
You've become a different person, far from the one I've met.
A lot of people told me to just forget about you and forget about the past,
but it's hard knowing that I still care about you.
And I can't just let you go, well not like this.
I hope we get to fix it someday coz I don't want to live a life asking myself,
"WHAT IF..?"

UNTITLED

A feeling so true yet not shown.
A glimpse of you from a far is enough.
You are actually not that hard to find nor I think that hard to approach.
It is just that I don't know how
and what I'll say when the time comes that I'm face to face with you.
I've been wanting to be able to spend some time with you.
And when that happens then I won't ask for anything anymore.

--cheesy ae? hahaha!! walang malagay eh..hehehe