OMG

Okay I know it's pretty late already but I just gotta share this..right now I am talking to my ex(yung guy na bigla na lang nag paramdam)..and well I don't know but I think the reason na bigla siyang nag paramdam is because he wants to get back with me again..like hello..he had his chance and he blew it..but I'm not mad at him anymore but the thing is, his sister told me that he already has a G.F. and here he comes telling me that I was his last G.F...and nag sasabi pa na we can be together kaya lang long distance relationship..well am not up for it..it sucks..especially when you know that you can't really trust the person..right? he's being mellow dramatic..haay nako..oh well I don't really like it every time he brings up the past kasi we've talked about it a million times and lagi na lang kailangan masama sa conversation yun..we've talked about it, apologized about it, but still..isn't it enough that we had a deal not to talk about it anymore..and you know the reason why I can't really trust him and why I don't even know what is truth about the things he says anymore, well the part that he was saying that I was his last G.F ain't true, he had another one after me, and I know that for a fact because the girl was a friend of mine and we all went to the same school so I know what happened..and now he's telling me that it was just a fling and that he didn't really love the girl..gosh..I want to hate him but it's not right. I've forgiven him.. and I hope it's enough..It's fine with me if he just wants to be friends, the only reason am reacting this way is because of all past that he's still bringing up..
oh well..I can't really blame him for everything, I made a mistake too, and I did somehow hurt him..anyway..I couldn't ask for anything anymore..Am just so happy with my life now..
and having my family and friends is just enough for me right now..

--C'est La Vie!!